Till the end of our times

31st May 2018

2:10am Thursday

Dark room

Bismillah,

" We found each other

I helped you out of a broken place
You gave me comfort

I put you on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly
And when times were rough, when times were rough
I made sure I held you close to meI want you to stay  "

4 days left...
I'm counting how many days left for me to stay and spend some more times with them at here
Can't believe this is how its end, how our first met started and our last met ended
4 days its just not enough for us
for doing a lot of crazy things like we used to be
Am hoping for more times, more days to be with this people...

Dedicated to FamiliPersis,

Honestly, I'm not ready for the day where we will seperated and choose our own path

How if we're not recognize each other? How if we're not approach each other if we met at somewhere like we used to be? How if we can't meet again? How if we will not see our face together anymore? honestly from deep of my heart, I dont want to lose each of us.. 

I realize that I'm having thantophobia; the phobia where I'm scared of losing someone that I love so much.

I'm scared because its already happen once and I don't want it happen again especially when you guys already become a part of my life where we already share a lot stuff together.

However we can't cross the line of Allah's plan, I'm just hoping that you guys will not forget me and the others whenever we're far far away from each other because once I said I love you its mean I really mean it and there's no any jokes or whatsoever. lets keep in touch and all the best for whatever path that you choose, remember that I always be there when you need someone! I love you guys so much and gonna miss you guys

(i cried a little bit actually lol being emotional suddenly)

Last but not least,

For those who stayed with me till the end of our foundation years,

I just want to say thankyou for being there whenever I'm going through thick and thin for this one whole year

Thankyou for keep sending me a lot of positive vibes

Lets keep in touch till the end and all the best for the next stage!

Will miss you guys badly and yes ofcourse I love you guys toooo

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Teach me how to fight over Thantophobia?

Its hard when i need to through it many times

I (F words) doesn't want to leave them but how can I stop them when its one of Allah's plan?

the only way I can do is pray the best for us and hoping that we will meet one day anywhere and if can't at least we can meet each other at Firdausi, aamiin.

So for about 4 days left before we officially end of our foundation year at KUIS.

Too much sweet and bad memories had been created with them, too much through thick and thin together with FamiliPersis, too much memories that can't be erased and forgetten.

Will be miss foundation year at here.

Farewell foundation batch 17/18!

see you when I see you and 

Till the end of our times, ya!

-yinyong-

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