L E F T

1:04AM
02 DEC 2017
SATURDAY
ROOM

Bismillah .

I was in dilemma .
What I did something wrong until this people hate me so much ?
Did I disturb other's life ?

Im thinking about leaving this place , but seriously it sounds stupid .
Because I just need to go through for 2 sem and then I will done .
Or maybe the other choice is to leaving the world by leaving in my own world .

Forget those peole .
Forget all the memories .
Just between me and my own memories .
No other people and no other people's memories with me .

Much better ? I guess ...
Im fucking tired with this .
WHAT THEY WANT ACTUALLY FROM MY LIFE !?
Somehow I think i just need some rest ...
Too much ..
WORKS ,
PROBLEMS ,
PEOPLES , 

to think of ...

I really need some rest ...
yes ,
some rest ...

will they miss me when im gone ?
will they still keep in touch with me ?
will they find me when im gone ?
what will their reaction when im gone ?
without telling anything ...

all these thought came into my mind when im choose to leave this place yet
i know no one care about that ...

ill ...

(( dream ))

- ayin -