Bismillah ,
1:30AM , 25th of November 2017
Room .
I was thinking about something .
Something that kind of not important in my life but it really mean to me .
I just realize that i've changed a little bit .
But i dont know from which side that had changed .
I just feel empty lately , i dont know why ...
Too late ?
I guess not , i still have times .
I just dont understand .
The past keep haunting me .
And it keep happening .
I just need you with me ,
because its the only way i can forget about it .
Sometimes i think i strong enough to face this again .
But not all the times .
I realize that sometimes i need to let it go with cry .
Yet crying is the best healer instead of smiling .
Sometimes i just laying on my bed .
Overthinking starting in my head .
It comes too fast ,
And i just dont know why it must haunting me almost everytime im being alone .
At the end , i realize that Allah send me some people that understand me .
That always with me ,
That keep support me not matter what ,
That always want me happy ,
That always want to be with me everytime .
But im the one who didnt realize that existence .
Thankyou , love .
sincerely
yin