8th May 2020
12:58am
Day by day,
I'm starting to feel something different,
something that keep bothering me.
And I know what it is.
It makes me feel drained by unexplainable thought.
I'm happy but the moment you call out my name,
I feel empty but with a lie where I said that I'm fine to people whom asking me.
It makes me to tell myself that I'm gonna be okay, soon.
It makes me ask myself "How it come to this?"
I remembered one thing.
Someone said that when you been hurt a lot by people,
you tend to forgot how to love them back.
And that moment, I don't believe it because I believe people deserve second chance.
Until...
Until it hits me hard.
I'm sorry..
I feel bad at a moment..
I feel like I lie my feelings to them.
But I really love them.
I know myself,
it just I don't know how..
I need some time,
to build the worship,
with YOU
I'm sorry again..
Give me some time,
To find the answer..
- yinyong-s
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